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2009-03-17T13:59:00.000-07:00

PunkFest,,?

2009-03-14T10:27:00.000-07:00

it doesn't seem like a punkfest. well some others dun reli call it PunkFest.
so do i. cuz.. not reli much punk bands. i mean some r punkrock? pop punk? IDK.
bands tat their named r "simple" n seems like no-meaning r bands which i've nvr heard.
hahahahaha. oh-well. after all. it is "punk" fest. Ha HA!
Btw, MINUS pulled out d last minute. =( mannn!
Every1 is invited, so do come. :P
wakakakakakak

oh well.. come to think of it, im not goin, THE LAST MINUTE!
arghhh *malu nyee* cuz lily booked me n dee 2tix for d gig.
n black terror told me to support DGN SEMANGAT aku ckp im comin.
cuz i was goin to come. but the last minute parents told me
they're goin for a short holiday to m'sia n so i have to follow. warghhh~!
WHYYY! oh-well. its just another gig. after-all there will b their nxt gig.
haiyaakk. but, omg. im so embarrased! lily alrd booked 2 tix!
MAMPOZ AHHH!

Bored

2009-03-10T03:07:00.000-07:00

GOD!! im soo bored doing NOTHING, yes NOTHING. haha!!
staying up all day till late.. with my lappy on ma lap while sumtimes watching tv.
ohh well,1 more mth to go till im in skul... Zzzz.
boring boring boink boink boink boink boink boinkkk~

btw, DO watch d Hannah Montana Movie Trailer below.
MANN, yes, im a fan of Hannah Or Miley is still d same. -_-"
i can't wait for d Movieeeeeeee. June 18th will b released in SINGAPORE??!!
sooooo longg. urghhh! watever.
btw, loads of peeps dun reli like her "fly on d wall" song.
no worries, tho im a fan of her, i dunt reli like tat music video.
she's like a zombie. eeeeee. hahah

LoL

2009-02-24T04:03:00.000-08:00

shar: haluu bebeh??? u dere???
kody: tgh tdo ke
shar: ni confirm tgh tgk hannah montana..
hairah: haha. no its tat so ravenn..
kody: hahaha cb ahh hannah montana!
kody: she doesnt know anything about survival
hairah: fuck you!!!!!
shar: wad fuck you? wad survival? im lost!
hairah: nie ah kody! ckp cb ahh hannah montana!!!
shar: ahahahahahhahah
shar: alah, itu pon nak marah.. hannah tk dgr lah..
kody: hahahahahaha

d convo goes sumhw like datt...? hahaha
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! shar's part funny siaa.
hannah tk dgr lah. hahahahaha.for A sec i felt stupid. hehehehhhh..

jamin

2009-02-09T00:57:00.000-08:00

So went jamming ystd(sun).. jamed fer jus 30mins due to we're late!! but luckk-yy!
the person in charge gave us discount. wakakak . hahas. quit fun lahh.
May!, please3 dun give-up on d drums please3.. where could we ever find a
punkgrl who cud play drums.. =/ but i realli hope by then, you'll cope w d drumming beats. :)
i really wanna perform on stage wanting to show other countries or singapore tat
Singapore too have a Punkgrl band.. =( hahahs.
can't eait for our next jammin session!

And sat,shopped like hell. n my parents n sis went to mustaffa(HAHA) to buy my sis
a Adidas watch. while i was at home doin this stinky house chores.
then mom n sis kept calling me to meet them at AMK hub.
its soo irritating wen ure dad kepts nagging at home b4 on house chores. eurghh.
so ohs well, ard 4.00 got ready to went out.. took d train..
n den the train reached woodlands, i saw this bald man wearing a Punk Band Tee.
"The Innocents" Tee. but then he was far, so i dint really see him, cuz i thought an old man
n i thought it wasnt a punk tee. blah3, just so suddenly this "old man" was like commin
towards me while looking at me.. so i was like "wtheck" in my heart.
looked at him.. n he rolled his eyes. n i was like "fahmi!!" hahaha. den he smiled.
talk3, he dropped at yishun n i dropped at AMK hub.
shopped like hell, tat we had TOO MANY plastic bags on our hand.
i loved Adidas first! n my sis, copy-cattt!..
plus, at tat time, i was wearing my Adidas sling bag n my Adidas watch,.. n den
my sis took out her watch which comes in a Box.. n she told me to hold it for her.
n i was like "wad? u think im an adidas promoter issit?" n she laughed.
n while we're otw back home, my sis wanted to compare her watch n mine.
so she n mum asked how mch was my watch.. so i was like.. "$125(with my one of my brow raised)" n mom said sis watch was "69.90"! WAHAHAHAHHAA!!!.
i laughed like hell. i was like HAHA!! soo cheap.. nxt time dun action lahh.. :P n she was like..
"shut up. shut up" LOL!!!
so overall my sis bought 4 Adidas Tee, n i bought 2 Adidas Tee.
she bought A Adidas Slipper, i bought HAVAINAS slipper(changed of mind last min due to its slippery).
She bought an Adidas Shorts n Sports-bra. n me neither.
blah3,she bought this Vaseline lotion(which i used first n now she?)..
n i bought Roseken lotion. which is wayyy better than Vaseline. HAH.
Ate, n den homeee by taxi... lols..

RANDOM

2009-02-05T10:19:00.000-08:00

We are the punks and you are the bastards
Try and slow us down we'll just go faster
Keep up the pace and never give in
Cause we'll keep on fighting
Until we win

We are the future we are the youth
We get condemned for telling the truth

With one common goal we stand and we strive
To keep our ideals and to keep punk alive
Keep your own ideas and never give in
Cause we'll keep on fighting
Until we win

We are the future we are the youth
We get condemned for telling the truth

K Random!

Gig.

2009-01-31T03:10:00.000-08:00

Wheeeee~ so d gig was awesome! peeps moshing like mad peeps. shoo funn~
reached Music Garage, went in d gig, watched Murder by ska performed, den
went down n i saw aidil!!! i shouted frm d top of d stairs like "AIDIILLLLLLLLL!!!"
obviously..i ran to him, n jumped on him n hugged him! haha. n he carried me bring me
to d top! HAHAHA. crazyy. so i went back down(like retard), went out, smoked, talk3
w aidil riq all.. bored, took pics, n den went to toilet..
came back, saw zul tiong w d red sleeves.so obviously i ran to zul tiong n sat bside him.
hahaha. n aderr jee org kepo, Ishaq just so suddenly sat bside me n not giving me any space to even open my arms! urghhh. mental health btol. n den pastu nk step gatal.. senyom3..
smackk! wong sat infront of me, n i asked bout his tee. he said he bought it online, n i was like
"ohh.okayy.." den action per, nk tunjok dier nye tag sume! n si kepo(ishaq) pon tunjok2 baju dier suro org tgk. action. hah. ahahas.
hafiz went to d toilet n passed by us with tiz big bottle of sprite.
but i knew it wasn't, so i asked ishaq(to b sure) watz in d bottle. got ta noe itz Bacardi.
wtfook. apa lagi, sott skejapz. he came back, scolded him n he was goin like..
"sorrieeeee!, sikeeet jeeeeeee.." n den he gave to his fren. idiot. lols
n then unknown performed,obviously i went back up! n dere was this part,
im soo fkin pissed! i was takin shots, n suddenly i dint even noe hw i ended up to b in d mosh pit!
fook siak. n my camera was on, n i was shouting like "fuck!fuck!" so i punched everyone ard me.
hahaha, but i was still in d pit, n for no choice, i kick those infront of me
(using my boot obviously la) n finally! i was out of d pit. soo pissed.
like 3 times i kept goin to d pit, but dere was 1 time i myself wanna join. pffttt..
blah3, lepakz, most went home, Fahmi n Nyla went to St James. =_=
den suddenly there was this guy wearing a sidezip on his motor. n den i felt sad.. =(
it was Azhar.. he dint even said bye bye to mee b4 goin off..
a few mins later, he texted me "bye bye ;)".
n i was like .. "im shoo sad, u dint even said bye bye to mee.. =( bye bye.." LOL
just so suddenly i heard this song.. "twoo face bastaaaaaaaaarddd!!"
n i was like "huh! Rejected scums!" me n diana went up,.. Didi,An,Iqbal n Tiara
waited due to they dun relli like RS. so yeahh.
wen to d front.. infornt of ishaq. den he got ta know im standing bside him, mak ai,
maen guitar muke nk step cool.. eeekkk. den took his pics, ader sengajer act cute.
*muntah*.. done, went out, An,didi n iqbal went to idk wer. me n diana went home.
catch up d last train siool. luckyyy. slept-over dee's house. talk3. slept. HAHAHA

fun

2009-01-29T00:34:00.000-08:00

Ystd was fun. went out to mustaffa centree(kepe) with shar n yuyah.
yuyah tgn nakal sehhh. wahhh. hahaha. blah3, shar bought her stuffs,
went to Lot 1 n bought this a piece of chicken n a piece of fish n fries at LJS.
hungryyy siaa. packed n went to shar's home, ate n den watched 'Angus,Thongs n' Snoggings'.
hhahaha. our popcorn was ICE! :D n blah3, 10plus went home.

n tmr! is d Gig! weeeeeee~ but too bad, at nite got ma Religious Class. ARGHH.
im soo gonna NOT come for my class.. m gonna like wad malay say.. "CABOT!"
hahahas. gonna go to diana's house n dress-saaaap!, n ain't gonna go home.
gonna sleep-over at diana's house. m gonna tell ma parents on d nite itself.
ANDD there's this prob, my 'atok' frm KL is gonna come either tmr(fri) nite or sat.
fcuk siaahhh. soo stressed. cuz im gonna 'cabot' w d knowledge tat my parents think im
goin to dee's house first n den to religious class n den done.
so im gonna tell dem im going to dee's house do stuffs, n ain't gonna b home.
they're OBVIOUSLY gonna nag. but HAH!, like-i-care.
As long as im Happy! HMPH.

gig

2009-01-22T08:52:00.001-08:00

sick n tired

2009-01-12T10:21:00.000-08:00

There used to be a time when I thought you were a friend
There used to be a time when the fun would never end
Here one day, gone the next
Forget the past, it's the best bet
Friendly faces, turned insane
Don't take it personally, it was them who changed
Disappointed in every way, every time i see you,you turn away
Disappointed in every way, every time I see you,you don't know what to say
Every time i see you, it's a different way to be
The way i look at you, the way you look at me
You piss me off with the way you are
What a disappointment even though i'm so faraway is where i want to live
Because I always knew you had nothing to give
Chance after chance to be a man
You let me down, and this is how I stand
I don't understand the things you do
I don't understand what you're trying to prove
To a later day I hold the futureBut I know that nothing good will suit you.

Never to be happy seems the way it's meant to be
Violence all around me- Now violence part of me
Chosen few get to have it all
While the rest of us always take the fall

We get shit for our dreams
Shit for our love
Shit for our jobs and
Shit for who we are
Shit for our dreams
Shit for our love
Shit for our future and
Shit for who we are

I don't what's right for me
I don't what I'm supposed to be
All I know is for those I care for best
Take what you can, never settle for less
I'll be okay, I've done it all before
Just another breather to be going back for more..

Performance

2009-01-11T10:03:00.000-08:00

Woke up 12plus by Shab's text msg.. well,not really, she texted me n i slept back.
n woke up due to d TV's volume too loud. fcok.
took a shower n went out to d int to mit shab n yan. off n mit others at S.A.M. kecoh2.
blah3, after everything was done, went to Plaza Sing together to KFC n ate.
n ma dad gave 100bucks to my bro to treat me(obviously) n others.
my dad was just bein kind.. so i asked em for 80bucks. HAHAHA.
cuz i wanted to buy a Zebra print skirt SOMEHWERE! cant reveal wer i bought it. hmphhh! n mom was goin lyk "skirt?! u got alot of skirts at home. hw many more do u want!"
n i was like "i want a Zebra printed skirt! its vewyyy nicee." hahahs.
n so dad gave me moneyy.
so after eating,we slack ard d Plaza Sing gardens.. had fun. laugh3 lyk hell.
n d clown of d day was Fendi. his tummy was sooo round(no,he just bulge it out), n every1
was goin lyk "fendi's pregnant2" funny siaaa. hahahaha. n dey wanted to go to Fort Canning
n afiq was like "boley ahh. kene ader 'punk' ahh. nnt sane byk bdk2 ahh."
n every1 was like lookin at me. so i was like "aperr jeee. tkk~ mepek. tu sume kentals2. skg dhoby ahhhhh.. " hahahaha.
n so dey went to Fort Canning, but i was too lazy, since shab wanna go back home, i told her to follow me to SUMWER to buy d skirt. so reached d place bought d skirt.it cost 69.90 but was on offer. wheeeeee.
im shooo hepi i finally bought d skirt.. better than if i were to buy online. :D
i can't wait for d 30th gig!! The Menace r gonna perform since they last perform was like 2006?
omagadd! Rejected scums too! n Fockers,but they planned on backing-up due to some reasons.
n derez gonna b a skin n ska bands too.. which i cant really rmbr.. i only rmbr Private eye n The bois, n d other bands i cant recall.

lepakz

2009-01-10T10:25:00.000-08:00

so woke up,9.10am.. showered, n ard 1030am went out to jurong w parents n sis
to see a homeopathys izzit d spelling,i forget.. hees.
n den done ard 12plus n we went to johor straight.. ate, n watch movies..
"Bedtime stories"~ okay uhh d movie. went ard, shopped.
n ard 8.00pm we went off n itz JAMed! reach home 9.20pm..
dint even make-up just put on powder,adicts tee,stud belt n slipper! HAHA
n without a bag. so itz like as if, im gonna go slack under d void deck. kuang3.
so reached dhoby ard 10.40.. n saw John n some others, so i was like shouting3.
hahahas. went to dhoby circle, slack.. while waitin fer d Khatibs n Tiara n others,
slowly d BPs suddenly 1 by 1 came.. with their gfs. so yeahh. n then, d khatibs n
other punks came. i was like "wheeee~" goin like "yeaaayyyy!"..
talk3..goin ard talkin to each of em. quite fun uhh.
n went off w coey,hakim n tiara..
reached home 1am. zzzzz, showered,watch tv n now typing. heees!

koon b'dae

2009-01-06T08:09:00.001-08:00

So celebrated koon's b'dae todae at Fullerton.
reached Fullerton ard 7.20.. wen i told dem to meet ard 6.30.. hehee.
went to funan,swensens bought this strawberry ice-cream cake.
sooo deliciousss!! =P yummy3!
reached fullerton,hamzah blocked koon,n den he said.."happy b'dae ahh"..
n den dint block koon,cuz bhind hamzah is me. so yeahh..
n koon was like =O hahaha. not w d mouth la... just d eyes.. stoned. LoLs.
n great! kody forget to bring patch. =_=. wheeee~ gonna gib me 'Discharge' patch. nicer
than d one on ma pants i guess? hahaha
blah3,ard 10plus me koon n zul went off.. n in d mrt, omg. 2 person playin PSP game against each other n itz like 8 persons! kecoh3.
n rite now confrencing w koon,kody n hamzah. lol.
n kody's snoring REAL LOUD. seriousely. ok, he just woke up.
he accidentally slept. same goes fer koon. haha,k so i just hanged up,
cuz kody wanna slept, me too, n koon. Zzzz.

carnival chaos!

2009-01-01T10:42:00.000-08:00

Today's gig was fun~!! most of em r crusties.. onli sum street..
i can count siaaa. n d padang's some came dwn.. due to some probs..
n b4 tat at home,was talkin to koon. he 'accidentally' slept. n so i just let him
sleep. n wen i left d house, texted him to wake up. not a reply.. met shar n fam n yan satay n raden at jurongg.. n wheeeeeeeeeenn i reach pasir ris,
koon replied "argghh!. fkin late alredi"
ahahahaha~ reached pasir ris holiday camp.....few minutes ltr,koon,apit n some others
arrived in a cab! ohh-well...mana tk da lmbt! =__=
bored while waitin fer fockers to perform, me n others kept taing pics.
n aft koon's band performed,went into d bunk,chit chat. n ard 10.50 went off
wif apit,adha,johan, n some others ahhh~.
wheeeee.n below r Fockers video n some pics. Wheeee!! fun3! :D
nie gbr, koon suke jee amek gbr nan pompan. ahha. smack~!!

-Fun riteee by lukin thru d pics n video. of course! it was fun!! :D
n this last video i was too following em singing/shouting.
so u cud act hear my voice d first part n sum other..

new year

2008-12-30T10:45:00.000-08:00

JUST WANNA WISH HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL PEEPS WHOM R VIEWING MY BLOG!
WISH YOU'LL HAVE A MUCH MUCHHH MORE HAPPIER LIFE THAN D PAST.
FORGET THOSE SADNESS,ITS TIME TO NJOY ANEW BEBEH!!

N D GIG IS GONNA B A BOMB!! CHOASSS!! IM REFFERING TO D GIG ON 1ST JAN.
BELOOW BABE. :)
MOST PUNKS ARE COMING! BLASSSTT!!

ite

2008-12-27T10:09:00.000-08:00

My ite course sucks!!! i dint get any.. like cb. kanneeeenaaaahh.
ite like fcuk sial. so this mon am gonna go to ITE dover(their HQ) to
apply for tourism.. if dey only can offer me those guyish2 courses like,
technican, mechanics fkers, i wont go ITE.
but instead iyll b taking private..
even my mom said. she said she doesn't care..
like shyt. but quite happy ahh if not will b in private.
oh well.. we'll see...

gig

2008-12-27T09:22:00.000-08:00

so went to gig. met iqbal n his fren at cck mrt..
n met somat in d train at tanjong pagar..
n proceeded to music garage. blah3.
apit called cuz we're planning to mit each other n lepaakk.
so he told me to mit him ard 645 at bugis mrt.. so ard 645 jugak aku jln.
n apit was like.. "maner boot itam haira?" i was like at dee' house.
heheheee.. proceeded to beat merchants, called kody.
mak aii, dpt tawuu kater jammin at daisyrock..
soo me,dee n apit went to daisy rock..
meet koon n da fockers n johan n some others at daisyrock..
n its been long since i last saw hamzah.. n hamzah was like..
"ehh! heyrawr!!!" hahahah.
msk dlm jammin room lerr. hahaha. cuz i was like tknk msk..
so went in.. blah3. aft jammin, telinga wa bedesing siul!
haas. slack fer awhile outside daisyrock..
n koon was bein irritating w his "tektonik" dance. urghhhh
blah3, koon,johan,apit went to gall.
i was too tired so stayed w kody,hamzah,adha n 2guys..
n it was soooo damn fun slacking w em! i kept lauging tat my cheek hurts like hell!!
n my stomach like wanna burst siaa. funny!! gerekk sehhh. lol.
so ard 1015 went home due to tired n sleepyyyyyyyy!
hahahaha. but fun ahh today. wheeeeeeee~
soo d 2nd last is koon. i noe3, cnnt c d face. haha.
last is hamzah n adha.. funny sia.. lol

jammin

2008-12-25T07:33:00.000-08:00

Tuesday's chalet was fun! i min BBQ. hahaha. but yerr rite, over-cooked.
nice. =_= overall it was fun. dint really took much pics.. due to tired n busy.
hahahahas. i miss em ALL. yes. ALL of em. how i wish mr foo would rent d chalet
fer 3 days.. =/ .. ohh well..i miss u guys!!

And todayyyy~ Jammin was SUPER DUPER fun! myyy!
completed steamroller n fcuk d usa's songs. woooohoooww!
but,tiring. n fer now, im no more d rythm BUT bassist.
due to kody said if derez no bass d music will b like like nothing.
so i played bass. woohooowww. kody replace may as drummer TEMPORARILY.
due to may's away in myanmar..vacation. hahas.
aft jammin, shar went home, me kody n dee went to dhoby n slack at dhoby's circle.
n ard 6plus went off cuz was too tired n dee wanna come my house cuz she nid
help to dye her hair. so yeahh. overall, chalet n today was effing fun!!! :D:D:D:D

tired

2008-12-20T08:09:00.000-08:00

So woke up 8.20am. freaakk!! arghh!! irritating!
wake-up call from koon! he's going like..
"bgn la! da kul baper masey tdo! da pagi. tkya tdo laa"
n i was like "irritating sia u! i noe la da pagi. org nantok siak!"
FreaK! hahahah. n talked all d wayy till 12 plus.
den ard 3 plus went to d stadium. ma sis wanna self-train.
got some extra drills she dint do due to overseas holidays. hahaha
n as ma sis was duin her drills on d track, tiz old uncle ahh, came to me
suddenly n den talk3 non-stop. n i was goin like *wen will u stop?!* in ma head la.
irritating. n PHEWW~ luckily koon called while waiting for Apit to reach his house.
n den d old uncle just looked at me n den walked away.
phewww~ he seems to not stop wen he talks!!!! n its all abt *stadiums3~!*
i min like wthell??? stadiums? y u telling me all tis? as i i cared!
blah3, apit reached koon's house den apit took over d phone
n was goin like "hello. sape nie?"
i was like "sape2.. setan pon bole. hahahahah!"
n apit was like "ohh!! bdk gile.. hairah."
-___-" another freak. two freaks. lols.
n apit called me "stupid"?? just bcoz i dint wan to come to town to mit him n koon.
doodeee, i have house chores! plus im tired. hmphh.

blah3, he went out. den went to NTUC to buy an aluminium tray cuz i wanna cook
fried rice for d chalet this tues. cant wait3! yes, i cook. hmphh!!
reach home, folded clothes n all.. den got a text msg frm shar sayin this
"HAHA. yeahh! FUCK PUNK KITTYS! *punk grls! wa caya sama lu ah.
Up d punk grls!!"
LOL!! cuz i wrote "fcuk punk kittys! *punk grls!"
at ma msn personal msg. but tat was like 2 weeks ago? b4 indonesia trip.
errr? k weird. lol, nvm. n yeahh. im no Punk Kitty ayeee~ Punk Girl,yes.
Sorry to all punk kittys~ but kittys r for hooker, n i aint one aite. :)
Oh well.. im sleepy~ FaG koon call pagi2! urghhh!!

N rsult

2008-12-18T20:02:00.000-08:00

sooo, got ma results.. :) did okay. not too bad not too great.
oh well.. but nursing? dint get. im too sad! :'(
n im goin to ite si mei ltr to appeal for nursing.
yes, i really3 badly want nursing course..
yeahh, imma freak. hu cares! hahahahah.
in skul, some peeps were proud n som were not w their results.
i was just fine with it. cuz d courses i wanted, i did get. EXCEPT nursing.
due to my maths, i failed. arghhhh! fook sia.
woke up first thing in mornin, *results!!!*
hahhahaa. n peeps were calling me, n i was like, hu u? hu u?
peeps wished me luck. thanks guys. ^_^ hahahas.
nizar called to mit in skul, so i was like duh..
n in skul, went to nizar's class talked to him.
n he told me to follow him, so aku pon ikot mcm aku bontot dier kn. hahaha!!!
n waited for his dad, his dad arrived, intro me to his dad. n his dad just smiled.
n den went to mdm nurul, blah3.. went to ma class.
n he wanna went off, so i said bb. ahahahaha.
aft skul, went to LJS to eat. sooo hungwyyy!!
met diana.. n she made me brownies!!!
shoo shweeeettttt. n yepp, itz delicious!!!! hahahaha!
reach home, nite nizar called. talked like insane peeps otp.
blah3, went off to bed.

n morning just now,shar texted me to text kody to replace may, our drummer tiz thurs.
i too shy so told her to. hahaha
okie dokie den peeps. gotta get ready to go to si mei!
hoping i get d course**

carnivalofchaos

2008-12-17T00:03:00.001-08:00

Whoooaaaww. CHAOS. for sure havoc sia..
i felt like comin dwn. but idk.. i dun tink so im comin.
but, ohmagadd. kecoh sia.. neymind. will decide on d day or d day b4 w d rest.
hahahahahahhaaha.

Chaosss!

tired.

2008-12-16T01:54:00.000-08:00

Jus came back from KL..
Indon was fun.. VERY actually. i miss my cousins all.
i miss ALL of em at indon n citi. if onli citi follow will b much more fun..
everything at indon was fun.
den off to KL n Melacca.
everything was worst.

my last nite at melacca turns out to b a nitemare.
left ma bag at KFC aft eatin at JUSCO melacca.
wen i reach nek cu(my grandma) home den i realize.
panicked, dad was shouting, askin me wad i had in ma bag,
told him cammy,ezlink n hp. dad was shouting2 lyk fook.
nek cu told dad to try n go bck dere to check if my bag was still dere.
i had this feeling tat my bag was still dere, d manager kept it.
i sumhw had tat strong,VERY strong feeling tat she kept it.
wen ma dad was away, i took 8panadols. i was too fcked up w maslv.
i dint noe y i took it. all i noe is i dunwan to b nagged by ma dad.
n i still had 8 more in ma pockets. i kept it cuz i was being followed by ma bro n sis.
dey shouted askin fer me to give it to em.
n i shouted, vulgarities was obviously out of ma mouth while screaming.
n wen i scream, it wasnt ma voice. yepp. it wasnt.
ma nek cu,nek yam n ma sibs was like "dier kene rasuk pe!"
n i was like "fcuk u ppl!! rembat aku la sial! aku cabar korg"
tho it was me sayin it, but i like d voice. u noe those kinda demon voice.
yeahh. my dad reached home, n he asked me y i cried, n my sis
said to ma dad, i kicked her, n deres 8pills in ma pocket n i was screamin.
becomin hysterical fer nuthin. i was stupid? yeahh. oh well..
n so, ma dad kicked me.. punched me in d fckin face.
i dint cry. seriously. cuz i was alredy too used to being whacked by my dad.
my routine, every mth being whacked by him.
dad pulled my hair lyk fook n dragged me out of d kampung to bring me
bhind nek cu's house, cuz it was pitch black n dad pushed me to go in dere alone to mit
those demons, he called them 'ma frens'.
oh well, i like it. i always wanted to b frenz w em. seriousely. since a kid.
n i dint went in, i was too afraid, fook siak. i mean like,
everthing,around u is like trees EVRYWHERE. cb sia~
but i dint freak out ahh. i just stand dere, walked in slowly..
n den just stand dere, den dad called me back to go into d house.
den he pulled my hair,kicked me again, nek cu was protecting me,
nek cu was crying screaming lyk this "da la mat! kau ni,asek2 nak pukol zerah knp..
asik2 nak bunoh anak kau sndri!"
nek cu kept pulling me bhind her, but i kept wanting to stand infront of her,
cuz i wanted,yep, i do want to b whacked by my dad. it dint hurt.
dad tooked a knife, wanted to kill me.. but nek cu prevent. but i wanted to.
i stand infront, but nek cu prevent again. =___=
whatever. dint slept n dad shouted "tk tawu tdo pe!!"
n so i just lye on d floor but then due to crying, i was sleepy.
so slept.. blah3, skip everything..

away

2008-12-03T23:55:00.000-08:00

WILL B AWAY FROM TIS SUNDAY (7DEC)

TILL NXT SUN (14DEC)

Mua Birthdaey.

2008-11-25T09:59:00.000-08:00

Sooo today's my brithday. AlOT wished me. Thanks to all who wished me.
love you peeps!

i kept havin these 'fathope' dreams. i really3 hate it.
these drums shucks. i felt like not wanting to sleep. due to those fat hope dreams.
n i hate my step-grandmom, i felt like beating her fkin ass up!! arghh.
k watever.

btw, mom told me to stop shopping for now.
cuz we're gonn shop like hell overseas nxt week.
wooohoooow! cant wait3!
so went to BP just now to give nas's guitar gadget back. :)
den went to yanna's house. n her mom wished me too.
n her parents gave me a watch which comes in a set with earrings and necklace.
thank u auntie n uncle. :D
n lookie2!, azhar drew this(below). sweet kepe. hahahaha

RockOn Gig

2008-11-22T10:27:00.000-08:00

Gig was booo-Oh-ring! missed unknown soldier's last performance.
missed their gig seyyyyy..
n wtfook! dey played "marjinal-negri ngeri", d song
at ma frenster profile.. n reached, aidil was like,
"hairah lmbt seh! tadi kite maen lagu dier marjinal seh"
wahhhhhhhhhh! i was like wtfook sehhh!! =(
tiara was late. pffftttt!!! haizzz..
met d Dhoby Tyrants n other punks at ArtHouse..
n blah3. separated, met d BPs at memo.
proceeded to OdioCrib to jam. hahaha. kecoh3.
k too tired to type. pics will do. :)

prom nite

2008-11-14T22:36:00.000-08:00

So prommy was tadae.. 3days strait w citi all d wae.. 1st day->find ma prommy dress. 2nd day->got ma dress n shoes, slept over citi's house. n citi slept over ma house d nite. 3rd day->citi was ma 'mak andam'. kecoh3.. sprayed ma hair black! lol. due to red mcm tk kene gitu lhoo. HAHA

prom starts at 7.00, BUT we reach ard 8.30+ due to wanee!
she's late.. n luckily i saw ma hockey mates n lucky derez 2 extra seat n dey
told me to sit w dem so i sat with em n huda too. wheeee!
wanee n chrys sat at another table, WITH wanee's admirer. huhuuu~
n all d wae d prommy was BOOORINGG!! talk3. like fcuk.
n den dey opened up d dancefloor, kids went to d dancefloor n danced.
but not all. not alot of peeps.. seriousely. Zzzz!
huda n wanee dance n laugh3. i took peeps pics.
n aziq muke tk tawu malu, naek atas stage suro aku amek gbr dier.
n aliff told me to take his pic alone w peeps dancing bhind him.
n without him noeing, i recorded wen he dance! funny siaaa.
n showed aliff n aziq d vid n aziq was like, "letak kat youtube je! malukn die!"
hahahha. iyll upload d vid l8r so no worries. startin is aliff dancin. so yeah. =P
so b4 goin off, teman wanee for awhile cuz her dad's fetching her..
den shabil called me aside. tap3, wanna send me home kepe~
but i told him i wanna go home w ma frenz. blueks!

n huda wanna go off, went into d hotel n called izuan n shasha..
n izuan n shasha was relaxing.. n den saw shab n we were like "ahhhhh!! cammy3!!"
hahahaha. took pics, talk3, hugged n den went off.. im gonna miss emm. =(

-*THANKS CITI FOR D MAKE-UP. THO I HATE D THICK2 MAKEUPS BUT IM STILL THANKFUL.VERY ACTUALLY. N THANKS
FER CHOOSIN ME D DRESS. I WUV U! =D

reached home, koon called, n i was chewing ICE CUBES!
n he was like "smpi umah je troz mkn! cam tk gemok! gemook!"
i was like "noo~ ice bodo!! ape siak nk mkn! mkn ice la bunchit!"
he was like "tetap mkn! gemooook!"
n i was like "shut up la bunchiiiieeeeettt!" HAAAA
freak. =___="

Noisy November

2008-11-08T22:47:00.000-08:00

so ystd, met diana n tiara over at clementi.. n so went proceeded to geylang.. malay village. Noisy November gig. :D gerekkk.. especially wen unknown soldiers performed!! wuuhuuu. enjoyyy sehhh..
talk3 w nelly all. n koon came w zul yishun,kody,
johnny n hezra.. i dint really cared abt him.
n hezra was dere, came up to us, hugged us include me, she
apologized bout d incident last sat.
n nely was like "ah. dar baek kn, kau salakn dier, dier salakn kau.
aku pon tk tawu sape btol sape salah. da ok lah kan"
n we just smiled. n idk how nelly got to noe.. 0__0" wtv..
i just am waitin fer apit sia..haha. he told me to dress up but i din.
BUT i wore ma boot. haas! n den apit came. wahhhhh.
sedap sial mate aku tgk apit dress, slua patches!
fuuuhh, aft soo long he dint dress sedap sia mate tgk.
plus dar lamer siak tk jmp.. i miss him! n i stil miss him!
hahaha
blah3, aft tat went to orchard to mit d BPs.. n den went to gall to mit koon.. n den went to d back of borders. reached, koon, me, an talked things out.. n shar helped. n so now he noes huz d black sheep. so its like me n koon r innocent. n i told an its lucky tat i told him, if not, things will all go haywire isn't. im happy cuz an may get over it n im happy tat things r settled. :) seriousely, i am.

east coast

2008-11-03T08:46:00.000-08:00

slept at ard 3.00am due to otp w koontrat.
forced him to slip.
lols. n funny part, 3.30 called me w a panic voice again,
n he was like "hairah hairah!" i was like "ehh aper siak?!tk tdo!"
n he was like "do u hv a pink lighter w u rite now??!!"
i was like "umm, no.. y siak? mimpi burok izzit?"
koon-"ohk. mimpi je. n yah. k nvm bb" HAAAA! wtheck..
n yes, wenever he hv nitemares,he'll like wake up
suddenlly n call me strait..
hahahahahah. idiott..

wake up ard 1130 today. bella woke me up..
bathed, n online.. n ma fren IMed me..
-"y of all people in d world, koon called u to mit him wen he's bleeding?? durin d gig on sat.."
i was like "hahaha... cannot izzit." he was like "but y of all u sia?"
i just replied " :) idk. now stop asking. :D"
tatz if u read frm my recent post b4 this.
koon's bleeding due to extreme body surf,
he fell n had a minor cut on his eyebrow.
hahahahahhaa.
so tadae met bella at yew t. n went to bb to mit fyzah.
n headed to bedok n den to east coast. met others dere..
took pictures as usual.. n blah3, ard 730pm went home..
being sent by car by an uncle.. wheee..
this time, car-racing w a white car. seriously,
car-racing on d road during peak hrs~
wtfook rite. hahaha n tiz laz pic, background at d pit is ma frenz denn, dint sat dere cuz itz wet.


I couldn't give a damn what you
say to me
I don't really care what you
think of me
Cause either way you're gonna think
what you believe
There's nothing you could say
that would hurt me
I'm sick of this shit
I hate you now
So go away from me
get outta ma face i hate u,bytch!!!

gig

2008-11-02T01:16:00.000-07:00

Ystd gig was kinda bored.. haaaaa!
every1 met at an's house.. n den all proceed to east coast by lorry~
woooooo~ chaos siaa in d lorry. kept scolding vulgarities at other vehicles n kept showing u know d middy finger. wtf. HAHAHA. havooocc!
not much peeps in d afternoon. but durin d nite, alot of punx came dwn. -_-
n i wasn't dere.cuz due to ma fren aint got money.
so dey wanna find money, went to fort canning, waited peeps to pass by us,
but none. -_- so split up but still no one cuz alot r with family. hahaa
n aft 2hrs of waitin,all dey got was $4.50. HAHAHAHAA! so much for 2hrs.

hahaha. cb ahh. n b4 dat got prob. nahh, it was just 3frenz plus me n koon's prob.
n so i helped koon, cuz i wanted to clear his name up due to sum1. haizzz..
was fcked up, d grl just walked off w/o talking, me n an just smoked n den went into d lorry.
n diana was like patting ma shoulder n was like "k,smoke slowly k. dun stress2" hahaha
sooo off to fort canning.. blah3. still fcked up, texted shar bout d grl, n scolded koon.
n shar strait came dwn to east coast n sound that grl, n she's like putting d blame on me.
n shar scolded2, n den she just kept quiet. lols. Zzzz. too bad i was at fort caning! -_-

just so suddenly koon called me to mit him like 'rite now' due to he's bleeding.
filthy bloods on his face.. haizzz. n i was like 'wtfuck! shyt. im at cthol, ain't at ecp n i tink im gonna b dere back lateee!' haiii.. wen ure panicking cuz ov blood den call me~ blah3..
11.15, went to pasir ris, BPs wanna "venture d dark" HAHAHA.
soo went to pasir ris park n went into like idk wer, soo eeerrrieee sia d place.
its a tower, n dey wanna drink, so went to this place wer we can chill, dey drank not me.

dun wanna drink animore mann. n prob came again like 1am~ WTHeck sia..
tiz time is between me n maggot.. n tiz bytch.
n talked 2 maggot, his eyes was filled with water, cried, n i too nearly cried but water
was in ma eyes. sweet rytee. *buecks!!!* ahaass. haizz.
n its alrd 3.20am siott, dey overnite dere, diana slept over at ma house, so
told d lorry driver ta send us home, n an followed.. thx khai! :D
reached home 4am.. but slept ard 6.50 siaaa. hahaa cuz diana used ma lappy
while we talked3. n wen i was sleeping, ard 1250pm koon called.
alaamaaak tat old man ahh. hahaha. told me to wake up, told him i wanna sleep back,
he said itz alrd 1plus so i cant. cb. even he sleeps in d afternoon! idiot. hahah.
n he's in d bus ryt now otw to johor.. derez a punk gig dere. so he's goin w kody.. -_-

=D

boringg..

2008-10-31T09:13:00.000-07:00

soo, dint update ma blog for like i guess 3-4 days? idk. watever.
alrite so today was suppose to go to nyte safari again for halloween w koon.
but ended up last minute he have to go jammin. due to tmr he's performin.
n todae stayed home, ironed clothes,folded em n vacumed d whole house. Zzzz.
n was hungry, cooked maselv 3 piece honey chikens. deliciousooo~ HAHAHA!

tmr gig~ at East Coast. most street n crusties punx r comin dwn! huhuuu! havoc.
wheeee~!! goin w d BPs. n now im stuck..idk what to wear!
gawddd.. n ma hair's back to red colour! i dyed it red ystd nite till d next morning.
ahahaha. n my mum came back home frm werk n was like "my hair colour is nicer n aint damage lyk urs" .. i was lyk "watever..(rolls eyes)" hahhahaha
nn rite now, im filin bored at home typing2,listenin to music, while she,
she's in d pool swimmin w her frenz down dere while its alrdy 12.15am. -_-
feeling2 young ah. heeees!

bored

2008-10-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

so tadae wake up ard 12 plus.. was damnn sleepy n i still am. =P
den went to take a shower.. get ready to go out..
den went out to sports skul.. blah3.
text iffa,sayin im bored n wanna go out.
den went to met them at jurong point's banquet.
ate n went to IMM to mit another 2couples. HAHAHA
window shopping~ hahaha
was kinda fun sia.. bought ma stuffs.. blah2. n went off.
k ryt now koon tgh bising2 otp.. choir tk menjadi. blueks!
n i still miss em~ itz lyk soo fun sia todae~
CYA PEEPS TMR~ ;)

plan cokup.

2008-10-19T05:30:00.000-07:00

Alrite, so tadae plan cocked-up!(HAHA!)
fckin pissed~.
koon called 5plus in d mornin, he just came back frm town.
sot siaaaa, i wass sleeping! n he was like bein irritatin otp. CB.
hahahaha. din talk more den 3mins cuz i told him i wanna slip.
bluekk! n off to sleep..
woke up 1230..

Ma plan tadae was to mit Koon n go Nyt Safari~
ended up, dint went cuz it was rainin cats n dogs..
BUT THENN, 6plus it has already stopped rainin..
tot of still wanting to go, but i pity koon so let him sleep.
kuang3!!!! n im so hungry ryt now..
ma sis's returnin back to skul ard 9pm ltr..
Wheeee~ rite now, i really3 am filin bored.
wtv. hahaha.

wheee~!

2008-10-17T09:39:00.000-07:00

soo ystd went to far east plaza to mit nelly.. make-up3 uh.
lols.. den slack, ard 9 plus went off cuz wanted to mit diana,
n nelly went to dbl o. went fer clubbing. Zzzz.
reached home,koon called, tok3.. den off to slip.*Make ups too thick? well yeah. Nelly did it~ Lols

n tadae, went to yanna's house w tiara.
omg, i miss tiara soo muchh. jln raya uhh.
we dint care even itz onlie d 3 of us. :D
den blah3, went home was bein sent by yanna's dad by car~
weeee. relaxed. koon called.
this tym, i was pissed, i told him to slip, he dint wanted to.
n ended up, he slept while he's still otp w me.. i knew he slept cuz
just so suddenly derez was thiz silent, n i kept callin his name lyk idiot sia.
so i just hung up d phone. Zzzz.

raya outin.

2008-10-15T00:47:00.000-07:00

hahaha. ystd went out w ma skul mates.
all black except a couple wore white. haha.
n ma hair's dark red~ huhuuu. dint have enough time uhh to make it tint red.
cuz d bleaching dint turn out white.. turned out yellow-ish2 colour..
n d dae b4 tat, went out w yanna n diana. ATLAST~
after waiting for SOOO LONG, we're back together!
cuz salah satu asek2 busy, exept me :D
PICS TIME.
lookie2, we're back.N, d day aft.

bleached hair

2008-10-13T09:18:00.000-07:00

woke up 10 plus by lyzda's call. i miss her soo much.
i pray for her that everything will go well. :)
den slept back.. woke up at ard 1 this time..
den went to d livin room to watch tv, borin dok cite2 sume.
n luckily koontrat called me. *sigh
talked to himtill 4 plus while waitin for diana n yanna to reach ma home.
cuz dey're gonna bleach fer me ma hair..
den told him wanted to take a shower blah3..
yanna reached ma home den diana den bleached ma hair,
ol d way till 0730. den washed ma hair, hair dry juz ma fringe..
den went out ard 0745 to sports skul to give ma sis's her stuff.

n went back home. blah3.
n now, im bleachin ma hair again.wanna make it white.
cuz wanted to dye it red. :P
n ma dad's bside me rite now playin d computer game, COUNTER STRIKE dok..
while talking to himself. fed-up2 nyer case ah. wakakkaka!
gonna wash ma hair in 10mins tym n gonna dye it red.
wheeeee~
bye bye!!!!!

outin raya

2008-10-10T10:42:00.000-07:00

sooo todae went out w d rudies.
pai sey? yes indeed!!
onlie 2 punx siak, me n yanna ONLY.
others r like rudies?...
went to sarah's house firz.
met yanna first den izfa,abby,aizat,somad n a guy.
while waitin fer em, koontrat called me -_-"
i thought hu siakk tibe2 call den ask me wer i was.
n...as usual gado2 gurau2 like org gler case satu2
tknk kalah till i reach sarah's house. HAHAHAH
soo overall, goin out w em was fun uh.
dey're d easy-going type. gerek2.
k,pics tym!

done. yg last gbr ni, baju biru n hijau uke carik psl. HAHAHAHAHA!
k wtv. nantok. bye.

k sot.

2008-10-08T07:17:00.000-07:00

im sooo fkin pissed off w this fckin grl ryt nw.
kept finding fault w me. pala pukiii..
sayin me, diana, mira,shasha all nk amek maggot frm her?!
wtfuck siak!! wadthefcuk is her prob siak.
we dint even text maggot or call maggot, n she's accusing us?!
fcuk bodo. idiotic stranger.

ey pompan, lau kau bacer nie bgs ah!
aku upload kat blog biar org dpt bacer ahh.
dari kau send2 kat org laen. pala puki.
tetek kau ltk aner siak?! tekak per sial. anjing sial prangai.
kau jgn aku dpt tawu kau sape aku pecahkn kpale kau nan boot2 hammer sume klua sial.
pala buto.. nk, jumpe kite ah siak. asl tkt sia?
prangai anjing.. gatal sial. maggot dar ader matae lah ceebaiiii!
puki gatal. OH YEAH, to whomever is reading this, lau nk prank nie bdk d'persilakn.
nie number sundal nie~; 84074861
sajerr jerr pangel aku nan kwn aku laen gatal. tk buat aper2 nk carik psl.
p cuci lu peh puki dlm2 ah gerl. den cermin diri sendiri k.
grow up ah,serious ah. kesian sial aku tgk kau kejar2 laki mcm anjing.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. nk maen sial kn, nie aru siket. dlm blog AJER la eh.
fcuk off n die!!!!

AT LAST!

2008-10-08T02:54:00.000-07:00

heyass peeepssss!
ma N's r sooo overr. had ma last paper just now.
was quite okay uhh. average. :D
dint study at ol. hahaha.
slept at 3plus am. talk to tat Koontrat.
mcm org gilerr siakkk. bole g IMH siak lau bual nan dier.
k, FAKE. hahahahha!! byk brangan sak tu pakcik.
was planning nxt sat go Nyt Safari. Wheee~
ader Halloween Horror!! yeayyy! HAHAHA

so aft skul went to cozwae alone =( to collect bek ma sis's hp.
dey can't repair.. Zzzz.. buto ah korg! HAHA
den went home, met ma frenz at iffa's house.
sume nk dye rmbt. kuang3. n i helped em.
im dyin ma hair tiz sat! CHERRY PINK BEYBEHHHHHHH!!
yes ahhhh~ cant wait! ahahahakz
k mendak.-!

Bored.

2008-10-06T00:29:00.000-07:00

Today was CPA paper. it was easy. VERY indeed actually. :D
so aft skul, gave lina her friendship band, n she seems happy.
duh~ who isn't to receive a friendship band riteeee.. hahaha!
so went to food culture to have our brunch. not lunch uh! hungry siak!
ate chiken TER-chop. K LAME ! -__-"
went home, they stayed at lib, i hate d library. soo peace. -_-"
HAHAHAHAHA i mean like, its very hard fer us to talk.
all u can do is just whisper.

reached home, ma room's in fkxin mess!!! acoustic guitar on ma bed!
electric guitar on d floor! wtfook siak.
den clear up ma room, tired, played d guitar while screaming..
yes, its on purpose, cuz i played songs which d vocalist is screaming.
NOT singing. HAHAHAHA. idiot.
now's 3.45.. m waitin fer my mom. havin our dinner at lot :D

i miss my maid.. :(
my maid came to my house ystd... :'(
ahahakz, n i gave my younger sis's email to my maid to give it to FAREZ!!!!!!!
to add her at frenster, n frm dere i add him.
wheeeee~ to all Disney Channel Asia freaks, if u don't know hu d heck is FAREZ,
u guys r stupid!!! HAHAHAHAHA!
namer je jiwer disney channel, farez budak kite pon tk tawu. bodoh!!
k watever..

Maths P2

2008-10-03T06:46:00.000-07:00

so, today was my N'lvl maths paper 2.. it was okay..
i did everything smoothly except for d 2nd last qn.
i felt lyk wanting to just headbang my head against d table~
hahahaa, n as i looked ard me, ma frenz too looked stressed ON d SAME qn as i am.
n so i was lyk "oh..well..." haha.
but seriousely, maths was much much easier than science.
science, i felt lyk cracking my brain thinking2, toooo muchh pressure!

so aft skul, went to causeway point w shuba,roxxi,feeyoonaaa n wei shan.
we bought friendship bands togetha. wheee.
im gonna miss em REAL bad aft we left d skul. :(
n suddenly my bro's gf called me cuz wanted to buy food n drinks fer me n bro to eat.
but i just request for a bubble teaaa. hahahahhahaa!!!!!!!!!
OH YEA!!~, iyll upload a pic of me usin baju kurung n sneakers! HAHAHA

n im soo lovin it :P

New bloggie!

2008-10-01T01:16:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA.
so rite, i've abandoned tis idiot blog fer lyk 3yrs!!
n i started usin it now. LAME
hahahaha~
dude!, i was bored! wad do u expect. xD
n todae's d first dae of raya..
so..

HAPPY HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS!
ENJOY BEYBEHH! =D